I’m better off when I hit the bottom.
When your at the bottom, there’s no hope, no thinking for the future. You feel like your drowing, and the little things, like waking up in the morning, feels like it’s just too much of a hassle to deal with. I guess it’s true when people say, you never know how strong you really are until you hit the bottom. Well, folks, I’ve hit that so called bottom a few months ago. But I won’t stay there. I refuse. I’m getting myself back up. Back to where I don’t need the cigarettes. The boys. Or the drugs and alchohol to make me feel normal again.
